I was 60 when I realized the words I used with my son weren’t mine. They were my mother’s. And before that, my grandmother’s. Three generations saying “stop crying” when feelings got big. Three generations of kids learning emotions weren’t safe.
I’d spent 40 years as a healthcare attorney understanding trauma, but I never saw how I was passing my mother’s pain to my son.
If you’re a mom or grandma, you might wonder: Did I do this too?
Probably yes. Research shows that a large portion of attachment patterns pass from parent to child – unless someone interrupts them. Not because we’re bad people, but because we couldn’t teach what we never learned.
What Gets Passed Down
Kids learn how relationships work before they can talk. They watch everything: How do parents fight? Does love come with “ifs”? Can you cry? Can you ask for what you need?
Your brain learned this from your parents. Now you might be showing your kids and grandkids the same things – without meaning to.
Common patterns from my book From Chains to Wings:
- From mothers: Always watching for danger. Saying “I’m fine” when you’re not. Giving until empty.
- From fathers: Leaving when feelings get big. Using silence as punishment. Working instead of being present.
- From grandparents: Making yourself small. Smiling when hurting. Never asking for help.
These aren’t flaws – they’re survival tools your family needed once. Your grandmother staying quiet kept her safe. Your mother avoiding fights saved her marriage when divorce brought shame.
The question: Do you want them to continue? Your answer could change three generations.
Why You Can Make This Change
At 60-plus, you have perspective your parents didn’t. You’ve watched these patterns play out for decades. You’ve felt how your mother’s worry lives in your shoulders. How your father’s silence shows up in your relationships.
You also have permission they never had. Permission to say, “My childhood wasn’t perfect.” Permission to admit, “I learned things I wish I hadn’t passed on.”
This isn’t about blame. They did their best. You did your best. But noticing these patterns honors what your family survived by ensuring the pain stops with you.
When My Son Saw the Pattern
Kyle’s thinking about having kids. His first words? “What if I tell my kid to stop crying, like you told me?”
I knew where those words came from – my mother, who got them from hers.
I told him: “You’ll feel those words rising. Your shoulders will tighten – just like mine did, just like Grandma’s did. But you’ll notice. And when you notice, you can choose differently.”
“How do you know?” he asked.
“Because last month when Maddy was upset, you started to say ‘you’re being too sensitive’—my exact words. But you caught yourself mid-sentence.”
“I heard Grandma’s voice through your voice through mine. Three generations in one sentence.”
“But you caught it. That’s how the pattern breaks.”
What Science Says
Your brain can rewire itself at any age. Scientists call this neuroplasticity. Every time you notice an old pattern and choose differently, you create new brain pathways. The pattern you learned at five can be rewritten at 65.
When you do this work, your kids and grandkids don’t have to. Your grandchild who learns emotions are safe won’t spend 40 years in therapy learning to feel.
Three Actions That Work
1. Name It Out Loud
When you catch yourself using your mother’s guilt trips or father’s silent treatment, say it:
“That’s what my mother used to say, and it wasn’t right.”
Just imagine one grandmother telling her daughter: “I criticized your housekeeping constantly. That was my mother’s anxiety through me. I’m sorry. Your home is warm and full of love – that’s what matters.”
Her daughter’s response through tears: “I spent my life thinking I was failing at something that didn’t matter.”
2. Repair Fast
When you use a pattern you don’t like, fix it quickly:
“Earlier when I said ‘you’re being too sensitive’ – that was my mother’s response through me. Your feelings matter. I’m sorry.”
Your grandkids need to witness repair. That “I’m sorry” is possible. That disconnection can lead to reconnection.
3. Choose One Different Thing
- If your family never said “I love you” → Start now, no conditions.
- If fights meant days of silence → Fix things within hours.
- If crying was forbidden → Say: “I see you’re sad. That makes sense.”
One grandmother started asking her grandkids: “I see you’re upset. Do you want a hug, or some space?” Her mother never acknowledged feelings – you smiled through everything or else. She’s breaking a three-generation pattern with two sentences. Someday soon, her grandson might ask his stressed mother the same question. That’s how new patterns travel forward.
Your Starting Point
Step 1: Notice one pattern from your parents that continues in your family.
Step 2: If possible, talk with your adult kids. “I used to dismiss your feelings. I learned that from my mother, but that doesn’t make it right. I’m sorry.”
Step 3: Choose differently once. When that old response rises – pause for three seconds. Try something new.
That’s how patterns break – through small interruptions that compound over time.
The Chain Loosens with You
The pattern that held three generations doesn’t have to hold the fourth. Not perfectly. Not overnight. But enough to give your kids and grandkids room to be themselves without carrying pain that was never theirs.
Which pattern stops with you? Deciding your answer might be the most important gift you give the next generation.
For detailed practices on interrupting specific patterns, From Chains to Wings: A Poetry Revolution for Healing offers step-by-step guidance.
Let’s Have a Conversation:
Which pattern are you committed to stopping? Share in the comments—your story might be exactly what another grandmother needs to hear.
